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Name: Navaniska
Gender: Female
Interests: Going into the Inner Cities, Urban Areas, and the "Ghettos" to shine a little light and give a hope that they can make something of themselves.
Going into the media and music industry to change it for the Lord from the INSIDE OUT!!!
Expertise: I am an expert in being me, a child of God.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  Jacox8403
Member Since:
1/10/2004
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| you know its been a good minute since ive updated...i got a few now...so i guess i will fill in
i have many things going on, and its been interesting, hard, and a major growin experience....
its all good tho...
i dealin with things in my relationships, whether it be friends, family, or the bf...
somehow, naw, not somehow, by Gods grace im truly makin it thru without givin up...
i work a full time job...
looking for a part time one too..
i recently started helpin at the 5th Service(its the sunday night service at my church, and its definitely not church as usual)...
i am a small groups leader in the jr high at church...i have 6th grade girls, i wasnt confident that i could do it, but i love them and its all good...ill be just fine...
im still tryin to find a school, but man ima let God work that out...
i feel like i wanna leave mn sooo bad, but i think if i could move around in the situation i have now...i'd be ok....
sigh, i guess i could ramble some more, but i think thats good for now...
if wanna know more, hit me up...im learnin to speak up more and definitely learning to just let my life be a book...all of it good bad and ugly....
well, i love yall...
jacox
(rico i hope that your move was smooth... ) | | |
| i was recently asked two questions that i keep gettin in some form or another...so i thought id share... you asked if i consider myself black or african american... both...african american is where my start lies...african is where my roots lie, american is what they fought for...so therefore its where my core gets it life black...it is what the fruit and product of my core...so therefore i am both... so i refuse to choose and will be who i am... you asked if i would defend freedom... yes, but not in the way that people think... what do i mean, i mean i will protect by encouraging young ones to go for their dreams, i will not keep all i've been blessed with to myself but share when its a hand up and not just a hand out...and finally i will defend it in the manner that i will take everything that my freedom stands for as a blessing and not for granted... so yes i will defend freedom | | |
| people always wonder where my heads at...so here you go...
this past week has been killa for me...and i decided
i can do bad and lonely all by myself...so its gonna be kinda a lonely next few months for me, but i rather do it then be stuff in friendships and other things that i just can't do any more...
i'm tired of my time chillin with people bein determined by liquor, sex, and drugs...people know i love them but i'm done...i'm tired of living life for today and the here and now...
i wanna live today for the future...the here and now are just steps...so yeah...i'm kosher and chillin...kinda lonely but i'll get use to it...
i dont put effort into friendships for the hell of it....i do it cause i love people...if i let you in its not cause i do it to everyone...i do it cause i trust you...and if you know me at all i DONT trust just anyone with my real and deepest thoughts...
so if you feel like i'm walkin away...know i still love you...i still care...and i'm always just a call away...but i caint do it any more...
i need people that know what they want and makin those moves to get there to be the ones surroundin me...i aint got time to play or just live...life is too PRECIOUS for us to let it slip by...
so watch as i walk towards what i love...
if you want help doin the same you know where to find me...
but as for anything else I CAN DO BAD AND LONELY ALL BY MYSELF...
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| hey yall... so...i have a prayer request... i'm in a middle of a few things that will majorly effect my life...but i'm at a crossroads...
I NEED WISDOM.... so...if you think about it...will you pray that the wisdom i need and what not will be gained... thank you jacox | | |
| its a weird feeling when you just feel at peace regardless of the things you are going thru.
i want things to change, but no matter what i'm good.
God's grace is something that I can't describe...
God's love is even harder...
But I love it regardless...
yeah....
Jacox | | |
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